2006-08-18
this sucks
well, I left my only daughter at college today, came home without her. want to go back and get her. this sucks. its like leaving your favorite dog at the pound. who the hell made the rule that kids have to grow up and leave? I 'd like to meet that perosn, face to face and have just a few minutes alone with them. I bet I could change their mind pretty quickly.
But.... I know she will be ok. I know she will have a ball. I know she will love it. But it sucks!!!her dorm room is really bigger than I thought and she did get to take pratically everything in her room so at least it will feel like home to her. home for the next yr or so. but I just hope it dont feel so much like home that she dont wanna come home again. I know she will want to but it just seems soooo ,,, empty without her being here. the house is to quiet without her and the rental kid.
I know she is a grown woman but I cant help but worry about her. ( what if's!!!!) my mind runs away with me some times and i can what if my self into a tizzy!!!
ok, I guess I will get off here and go count the cob webs. nothing here to do without her. lol. me and booboo have got to learn to live alone, without our baby . the reason we live to begin with.
But she is gonna be something that she wants to be. she is doing something I never did. so I am sooo proud of my baby but I miss my baby. I know I am being selfish but what the hell . Its MY BABY!
someday, when she is married and out on her own and her baby moves out, she will feel just as lousy as I do now. but it will get better. at least that is what everyone keeps telling me. BUT WHEN!!!!!lol
littlejo324 at 5:46 p.m.